reducing hours that i NEVER really had anyway.

so as i mentioned before, the supervisor of the pca agency that i use called me today and she was asking me if anyone did an assessment on me because my hours got "dramatically reduced". i said, "yeah i did have an assessment earlier this week or last week." then she asked me what i all did in the assessment and i told her that i just told her what i could and couldn't do. then the supervisor said, "well.. i just wanna make sure that you're okay with the reduced hours and you can handle them." then i said, "well. i can. i'm not gonna have pca's FOREVER and i need to get used to it SOME DAY." then she said, "i know. i'll call you later to see when the meeting is on wednesday, so i can be there also." fuck. all these damn people trying to ruin my fuckin progress.. they need to know their roll. i'm not sure if erin is gonna be at the meeting on wednesday but i know that jon (the ils supervisor), dana (ils worker), michelle (care coordinator), and my case manager are.. so, i'm just guessing this is a big meeting since so many people are going outta their way to be there? usually there isn't this many people at my meetings, so i'm just guessing.. i could be wrong. i wanted to try to vaccuum my living room floor with my vaccuum today but some dick turned off the option that allowed the hose on my vaccuum to suck up the dirt (which is why i bought the vaccuum in the first place.. so i could vaccuum myself) and the dick NEVER turned the option back on and i can't figure out how to turn the hose back on.. so, i WAS gonna try vaccuuming while pushing the fuckin vaccuum myself but i was afraid that i'd bang my head or trip (knowing my luck- i would).. so, i just left it for my stupid pca to vaccuum today when he came but the asshole never fuckin vaccuum'd my floor. PLUS, my kitchen floor looks like it needs to be mopped and i'm pretty sure that nyjbi stole my swifter mop- so i can't even mop it myself. the only way that my floor can be mopped is with pine-sol and water in a bucket and with a mop.. so i'm not sure if i'll have to drag that shit out and do that because the lazy son of a bitch pca always fuckin says he's taking a rest whenever he's texting on his damn cell phone or talking on it.